remembrances, life |
WHY SHOULD I REMEMBER YOU why should i remember you I am old forgetful of my memories past, my childhood so long ago when i suffered for nothing. worried for less and the greatest thing wished for was tomorrow and love. A teenship of the highest degree a freedom like no other a brother from another's kin body and soul so synchronized it could have run on cruise control a joy sustained by God's gracefulness a sister who stole my heart and has yet to give it back. From innocent youth came the attack of age and hair and voice and other choise and err --- the human frailty so blind I was i couldn't see so shy i was, too late to be . . . My life was shattered, pieces still the thrill of life became my ill and ever since, a bitter pill I've cried inside and wept alone and know now why i'm fully grown to forget all that is, that is past the youth, the memories and last to find the happiness in this the memories of life's lost bliss. The dream which never came to be became the nightmare, the one i see before me, now and how has life been good to me? I wake up and now i see me now in days of future's past alive, but how long will it last? when memories invade me still threat to relieve me of my will and hope, to cope as best, i will until my suffering is nill and peace i find within my age smile and write and turn the page and memories, begin again my memories, my only friend. |