Dear Me

If i were writing as someone else
but i had to write to me.
i picture sitting on the ground
right under that shedding tree.
I'd say that i was sorry
for everything i'd done.
I'd tell you that i've missed you
Even in the long-run.
I havent moved on
because everything still haunts me.
but i had to hold my head up high
wouldn't you agree?
Very deep inside myself
i know that i still cared
Even though i walked away with them
i was completely scared.
Scared of losing my relationship
with him i cared most for
but when i looked back at you
you were curled up crying on the floor.
and now i am deeply sorry
for causing you that pain.
i hope you can forgive me
for the reputation i wanted to maintain.
My dearest,
Me