all the things you don't want to hear

is thrown in your face
it hurts,it stings
hits you like a lightening on a sunny day
it bothers you how the dare
simply throw it in your face
but most of all
how right they are
when the list all of the things you have done
how you wish it wasn't true but is
but most of all how you can't admit
because they won't understand
the reasons behind it all
behind you and your thoughts
and it's hard to explain it all to yourself
let alone someone else
...