My experience with gambling on slot machines |
5 IN A ROW It started out as innocent fun, I threw in a dollar and guess what? I won! I should have got up and wallked away, but anticipation and adrenalin forced me to stay. I played and I played, I didn't want it to end. This flashing machine became my new best friend. No need for food, or toilet breaks, I chose to ignore the muscular aches. The aim was to get the five symbols in rows, Time was no problem, this place didn't close. I did walk away every now and again, but that was to visit my banks ATM. Each time I came back with more money to burn, my bank balance being of little concern. The whistles and lights were now all I could see, doing their job well in hypnotising me. I played like a champ at a grand final game, I felt so important, the staff asked my name. They offered me drinks and food from a tray, and because I was special their was no need to pay. I thought I noticed some light near the door. There were no clocks so I couldn't be sure. Surely that couldn't be the light from the sun? anyway who cares right? As long as it's fun. I continued my quest in this timeless place, until it hit me, like a slap in the face. It was my next trip to the auto teller machine. I became physically sick, my face turning green. Oh no what have I done, I spent all my savings, now my balance is none. I had so much money, how could this be. How the hell did I do this to me. I started to panic and lose some control, and thought about the change I use for the toll. I rushed to my car and looked for any cash I could find, I wished I could set my clock back to rewind. I found two dollars, then three and then four, I figured that was enough to get back to before. All I needed was five in a row, yes I could do it, if I bet smart and bet low. And as I started to rush back to that evil place, I realized what I had left was one saving grace. That was to leave now, go to sleep and forget. And then not to dwell, no thoughts of regret. So thats what I did and I never returned. That day now a memory, of a life lesson learned, |