Darkest Nights.

I was slowly walking in the dark forest. Following the sound of the waves from the ocean. Each step I took made the scent of the salty sea smell stronger.The breezy lightly blowing my hair back. Finally I stepped out to the last of the trees. There I saw Jake. I smiled to myself. I slowly began to walk fast then walking fast turned into a run. The closer I got the happier I felt, my heart raced just thinking of him hugging me and holding me in his strong arms. Then I stopped. He was with another girl. A beautiful girl. I felt my heart stop and fall into my stomach. He had found someone else.
“How dare you!” I screamed the tears slowly rolling down my cheeks. Jacob turned around.
“Nessie?” He asked. My lips trembling , I walked up to him. The girl stared at me with wide eyes. Giving both of them a death glare, I kicked Jacob. I turned on my heel. Running as fast as I could, I ran to the cliff and knew I had to jump. I couldn't live without him, he was my love, my sun. I turned to look at Jacob one last time to find him running after me, screaming things I ignored and jumped. The air quickly whipped my hair which hit my face. Stinging my eyes making it hard to see. I screamed on the top of my lungs. Pain shot up me when I heard a crunching-cracking sound. My eyes shot open and everything happened in slow motion. I had landed on a rock that was sticking out. My leg bones shattered. My legs quickly gave out and I fell on the rock. I heard the rock cracking and I began free falling once again. I landed into the cold, black, icy ocean. I felt so helpless. I couldn’t swim. The coldness froze my body but I still felt the pain. The icy water freezing my body, I felt my heart slowly beating. I couldn’t breathe but it wasn’t painful. I couldn’t see but I wasn’t blind. I couldn’t hear but I wasn’t deaf. I couldn’t move but I wasn’t paralized.
I felt at peace, even, almost. I stayed in the same place, hardly moving. Slowly I felt burning enter my chest. I needed oxygen. Next, my muscles began to burn and I gasped. The breathe I was holding was gone now. The bubble quickly going to the surface, reaching the oxygen that I needed. Water quickly replaced my mouth and lungs next. Choking on the water I knew I was going to die. I needed help but I knew nobody could find me in this black ocean. Slowly I felt myself rising. I reached the surface. I gasped for air but a wave hit me, crashing me into the rocky wall. Screaming out into pain but another wave hit me, cutting me off. Coughing from the water another wave came and brought my back down under the water. I then realized my hands were tangled. I couldn’t get lose. I was going to die. Then everything flashed past me in a brief moment.
My first time I saw my parents. First food I ate. First time I saw the rest of the family. First hunt. First time seeing Jacob. First time we kissed. The first time he told me he loved me and would never hurt me. Everything. Everything important in my life flashed past my eyes in blinding speed. So quick but also so slow. The last one, making love to Jacob just lingered on, for what felt like forever. Slowly it turned black, and I heard the last few pumps my heart made. Last few sounds I could make out in the ocean. Last warning my brain kept giving me to tell me to breathe. Everything soon went black and silent.
"Renesmee! Nessie!" I heard someone calling but it sounded so far away. How could I hear if I was dead? Did I not die? Was I in a coma? Can people think and process what's happening around them if they are in a coma? Then I felt gentle shaking.
"Nessie, please! Wake up!" I heard again, the voice sounded so familar and my heart clentched in pain. "Renesmee! Its just a dream! Wake up!"
I gasped, my chest lifting up. I blinked rapidly and slowly looked towards my left to find Jacob with a worried expression.
"Renesmee," He whispered and crushed me to his chest, hugging me tightly. "I was so worried." He squeezed me then pushed me back and held me at arms lenght. I started at him, confused.
"I love you." I whispered and his lips quickly crushed mine. His hot hands around my waist, lifting me up so I could sit on my knees unstead of laying on the bed.
"I love you too, Nessie." He whispered against my lips. I slowly opened my eyes to find him staring at me with love. I bit my lip, getting that from my mother, and hugged him. He laid us down and held on to me.
"You should go back to sleep," He whispered. I nodded and closed me eyes. "Night, love."