Life

My life has changed so much since having my kids. I was 17 when i got pregnant with my first child. My life changed so much since then it took me awhile to realize that i had to grow up fast that i could'nt party anymore or hang out wit friends all the time. I am a different person today that what i was when i had my first i have really growed up and matured. When i had my second i was more grown up i was 22. I felt like i was a more loving mother and more connected to my daughter i know it is bad to say but when i had my first i was just so young and was'nt ready to grow up it. And now i have my little boy just had him 6 months ago. It is so different when you have a boy they seem to be more loving he is a big time mamma's boy and he is so sweet my daughters were not really like that they are daddies girls. I look back and i wonder where did my old body go i use to be skinny and a size 8 now i am a size 14. Sometimes i hate my body and i can't stand to look at myself but my husband tells me i look good everyday and that he loves my body. I am happy that i had kids and i love them so much so if i have to carry around some extra pounds to have my kids then it does'nt seem so bad.