Never More, Nothing More

The darkness surrounds me every where i go,

It's shadows consuming all that i used to know.

It's evil tainting my heart with a definite sureness.

I start to forget the people i once knew, fore I can no longer miss.

I hear voices ringing out to me, though i cant distinguish,

which is which? It no longer makes a difference.

I smile at the empty room, but it can't reach my eyes,

I"m suffocating, but won't make myself try.

I was put upon a pedistool,

made to sit there almost against my will.

But now I'm tumbling, deeper,

She reaches for my hand, but i cant feel her.

Near hysterics, her tears wash over me,

Blinding the last bits I could still see.

Friendship only goes so far,

One can only try so hard.

I lay on a stone,

surrounded by myself completely alone.

Death has come to me at last,

Peace swallowing my heart that crashed.

I grab onto his hand and hold it tight,

allowing him to guide me into the never-ending night.

I find no comfort in his empty eyes, or black smile,

But he sucks me in, like a poisonous denile.

His grip burns my wrist,

Though I don't have energy to resist.

Soon he tells me, I'll have no memory,

Of their fatal brutality.

Of myself i will be set free,

A life of blackness, numbing whats left of me.

The words sound promising to my ears.

A way to forget, my pent up years.

I smile for the last time, as it's all sucked away.

I want to thank him, but I cant recall the words to say