Seeking the Way Out

I tried to kill the pain,
but hurt so much more
the darkest reaches of my soul becoming riddled with self doubt
just when i thought id reached the bottom,
i fall again
this pain is just too much
im tierd of being afraid of everything
and everyone
this is it
im falling
im shakeing
my bodie aches with long had pain
i lose my hope
i will let go
the current is calling
and if you could go were im going,
then you know you would
cuz it just feels so good
whats left of me will be in a place
were fears and lies
no longer cause me pain