My Life Everyday

Today is a hard day, it is the beginning of November and life seems to be getting harder. I thought 2009 was difficult and was so happy to see 2010 and now I cant wait to get out of this year also. I just wanted a fresh start, a second chance to move on with my life in a positive way. I got married two years ago and thought it would be a great thing, it turned out to be a disaster. My husband is an alcoholic, I ruined relationships with my kids and made them look at me like I am stupid.