What will I do?

In a moment like this,
I don't know either to run or hide.
I want to escape this treacherous world.
But sadness fills my fragile heart.
Confused and angry because I cannot have what I want.
Ready to explode and set apart from a love that's forbidden.

Shall I destroy you?
And leave you without me to suffer and feel emptiness for the rest of your life.
Or shall I love you?
And stay happy with you but not have you completely mines?
How much more of this can I take,
of this heart of mines?
Without causing heartache and sorrow.
I don't want to hurt the one I love.
But in the long run we will hurt each other.
That's what I'm afraid of.

I needed a friend and a friend I found in you.
But I took something that didn't belong to me.
I've stolen your heart and I couldn't help myself.
We knew we couldn't be together.
We knew from the start!
Our love is kept a secret to others.
But we got caught in a love triangle.

Old feelings returned, came back to life.
Now my soul is trapped.
My heart is misbelieved,
That one day you would be with me forever.

Many thoughts go through my mind.
What will I do?
But the soul is not willing to let go.
Neither is this heart of mines.

You are my happiness,
But also my painful silence.
I shed tears for you.
I can't no longer contain myself.
I go insane, intensely anxious,
not knowing what might happen between us.
Losing control for you!
What will I do?

By: Princess Corena