Torn

So many ways to look at it,
So many excuses to stay,
and yet so many reasons i know,
I can't endure this another day.

Where do I draw the line,
between whats wrong and right?
I know they love their daddy,
but not the yelling through the night.

He's a good father, he loves them,
he's always there when they cry,
He's a bad husband, he hates me,
he always makes me want to die.

He never puts his hands on me,
even when he's really mad,
He never hugs or kisses me,
even when he is glad.

I don't want to take their daddy,
and make them grow up alone,
but I don't want to keep their daddy,
and them think this is a normal home.

someone please, please tell me,
which decision is worse:
leaving him and making them cry,
or staying and letting me hurt.