A Lover's Final Breath

It is weird and strange,

Intense and deranged,

The feeling of joy and pain,

Sex is something that is hard to explain,

Fun and exciting, I feel the thrill of it,

Throughout my whole body,

I was scared and I cried,

My first time,

But it was the best thing,

I had ever known,

Better than I could,

Have ever imagined,

I felt like I was in heaven,

Beautiful and sweet,

Not forced at all,

I felt like if I shall fall,

He would catch me,

With ease, he is so good to me,

I love him with all my heart,

Would die if we ever part,

My first time was the best,

I love how he makes me feel,

I can’t seem to get him out of my mind,

No matter how hard I try,

His love keeps pulling me back,

He would never abandon me,

I’m so happy God sent him to me,

My first time was incredible,

Would not trade it for nothing,

In this cruel world,

This love ignites fire,

And passion to spark,

With him, my heart,

Is never in the dark,

Depression disappears,

Whenever he is near,

My beautiful dear,

One thing is clear,

We are in love,

No tears are shed,

As I lay with him in bed,

I feel sexy and alive,

When I am wrapped,

In his strong arms,

I feel safe and secure,

When he is around,

Nothing can ruin my day,

When I know I will see,

His beautiful face,

I may not understand,

Everything about him still,

But I honestly love him,

More than air itself,

He is my air,

I couldn’t breathe,

Without him there,

I want to see his face everyday,

Wake up to gaze into his blue eyes,

Never want to tell him lies,

If I became pregnant,

He promised he will not leave me,

Cause first: he knows how,

It feels to be abandoned,

Second: He loves me,

Third: He asks, “What part of fiancé,

Don’t I understand?”

He put my fears to rest,

I felt at total peace,

Relief and gratitude,

Overflowing inside of me,

I would do wrong for him,

I just want him to stay,

With me forever,

Marry him and raise a family,

He makes me feel,

Like the luckiest girl ever,

If I was to die today,

I wouldn’t have any regrets,

I would just look into eyes and smile,

Cause I knew the greatest love ever,

I would kiss his tender lips,

Goodbye and breathe,

A lover’s final breath.