losing faith in some one that you cared about |
Its 1:00 am and I’m still awake. Thinking about everything and hearing my heart break. You lying there asleep dreaming away. I sit here and ponder of how I’ll make it through the day. Everything I’ve done and everything I am, I’ve done with a purpose. So everything you see now, has been brought to the surface. There are things unsaid, that are locked up inside. Like a book of stories with no place to hide. I try to tell you everything but I just come up speechless. Its so hard to talk to you with your mind so aimless. I try to let it out, but every time I open my mouth it just makes it worse. And all I feel is trapped inside with this burden or curse. Everything is bottled up inside with no way out. All I do is play this movie in my head feeling all the pain and the doubt. I always had faith in you and all you gave me was disappointment. And even though you have done me wrong I still live for the moment. You became selfish I have not. I will not give up and I will not be bought. I may have lost faith in you but I have not lost faith in others. I am kinder and sweeter and will always love my sisters and brothers. Its 1:15 am and I’m still awake. While your lying there asleep I hope you hear my heart break. |