forgetting sarah part 3

5 April 2007
Sarah seems even more quite than usual, if such a thing were possible, I had high hopes that our trip down to town yesterday would get her talking she just seems silent,. I am getting frustarated, why can't i have a normal daughter?What did I do that was so wrong?I am questioning everything, my life, my relationship with Sarah and even my sanity!I have decided that I'm going to approach a children's shrink if this continues,I think that Sarah needs some extra help.Money is not good either, it sems that the money a vet makes is barely enough to cover a household of just two, I don't want this to affect any progress Sarah could make so I am going to apply for a loan, just enough to keep us afloat,I hope that Sarah will come home soon, i need to arrange a day she can visit a pyscholgist, I swear that she spends more time at the beach than with me.

7 April 2007
I just talked to Sarah, although It was more of a monolouge we did agree that she would go to her psychologist once a week. His name is Dr. Browning and he is the best of the best here in our small town all of the sessions except the first are private just sarah and dr. browning #, he seems a cheerful man with a proffesional persona and a charming smile, i really hope that this works out.

11 april 2007
Today was sarah's first appointment with Dr. Browning, she seemed fine enough and we discussed her loe for the beach with him and she drew herself on a large sheet of paper for him as well, she seeemed open and talkative when arround him, This has left me feeling like she only ignores me and as though she dislikes me,but I'm her mother and I myself have never seen her as cheery as when she sat next to me in that big red leather couch next to the balding elderly man, this has greatly confused me.What should I do?Should I tell mr. browning or not?I am nervous and i feel vunerable, wht should i do?

so that's the storey so far please tell me wht you think and if i should carry on writing!constructive critism is welcome, i like to learn!