this is simply my first draft ever !!! |
BLINDNESS At that moment, something hit me and I realized How much a person can be vulnerable and hypnotized Too many thoughts went through my mind Is this the punishment for being kind? It's hard to believe but it's true The only friend I had was you Before I break into tears and leave me to pain I used to be the cute girl that drove everybody insane Dazzled with the truth that I've finally found While I thought our love was so profound You came carrying your big fake smile A fool I was to believe it for a while When you pretend like you care It makes me feel willing to share The secrets and confessions I only tell Either to my mom or my little bear I went to surprise you that day Holding my present in the hallway When I heard what you have said I was only the subject of your bet How hard and backbreaking to say I was in the middle of a dirty play Now, lying in my bed and the noise is loud Feeling overwhelmed and crying my heart out In every word I hear I was dropping a tear Mad I was like hell that's for sure I needed to heal and find a cure My salvation appeared as the shape of revenge Very tempting idea but a little over the edge I could not care less for how much it is going to cost me He needs to pay for what he did and nothing will stop me Then, forgiveness came across my path very fast Before even we blink our eyes the present is the past |