"I Don't Wanna Fall"

I don't wanna fall........
By:Isabella Athena May on Tuesday, June 8, 2010 at 11:22pm.

Please don't rush me,
I'm just learning to breathe again,
I need some time for me,
but I don't want this to end,

there's a feeling,
creeping up in me,
my eyes are blurring,
and I can't see,

Trying to escape,
before the fire starts,
shut out the sparks,
with drops of rain,

my heart can't handle,
another broken peice,
floating inside of me,

before the flames spread,
and the winds carress,
my lips against yours,
unexpectedly,

must I be so affraid,
to let you in,
must I guard myself,
behind a wall,

am I strong enough to fall,
no I'm not falling yet,
it willl take some time,
to breathe again,
to mend my damaged heart,

but I can see a light in you,
maybe it's that spark,
please don't disapear,
don't dare walk away,
just stay atleast a while,
you can make me smile,

I know you'll disapear,
just not today,
let's have a little fun,
acting silly and crazy,
spend the days,
doing random things,
lalallalalalla