Mac &Cheese I

i remember the nights we spent alone
and you were the cloth that laced my throne
and i could never give enough
buried my diamond in the rough

im sorry that i could never give
the most of my life that i would live
but ill never give up on all these things
even if bells would never ring
even if suns would never rise
even if this was my demise
id still say im sorry understand
that this is not the plan i had

it was worth more then you would know
all of the things you reap i'd sow
and if this doesnt get undone
then please just know my hearts been won
and it probably wasnt worth the loss
the length of the time i couldnt toss

givin it up get out of town
i never wanted to let you down
you planted the seeds within my mind
but there were still roots i couldnt find
built up the house thats in my head
but all of the structure wound up dead

i woke up with shotguns in my hands
tied to my wrists with rubber bands
cutting them lose was not a choice
i screamed out for help but lose my voice
and you could have helped if i had let you
but i couldnt open up my head to
the thought of you being there for me
letting my self finally be free

there were things set in our path
but i was never good in math
so when i look you in the eyes
and i tell you this wasnt our time
dont think ive given up on love
just for now ive ran out of luck
and please dont think that this is it
because the future i cant forget

writing our names out on books
living through the dirty looks
hands fit perfectly together
staying clean in dirty weather
remember the things ive said to you
because they stuck to me just like glue

and im sorry i did you wrong
and im sorry its been so long
and i wont ask you to stick around
just dont be lost when i get found

Mac & Cheese II  (E) A second round letter to a second round girlfriend. #1696660 by ok, Kaden