Various Thoughts In A Rhyme Scheme

I always act with the caps lock on
Nothing wrong…. Just excited I’m alive this dawn
Most can’t handle my energy
Well I Apologize but I’m just me …
I enjoy living life as RDC

****hahahahaha*****

Where were you when I was hurtin’?
Where was the hospitality when I had to be lurkin’?

You were supposed to be just like FAM.
We created memories that I’d kill to relive again
Creating our own Waking Life …
Consisting of Drugs and Sobriety spliced …
Rolling the dice … Constantly Disputing Jesus Christ

Someone who I could debate any subject with
All walls were torn down and that’s what I miss
See, now a day’s I’m cursed to be politically correct
I can’t reflect ... my real thoughts I can’t connect

It’s too bad when I was down
You left me after I crashed to the ground
I got support from different sources
Combined forces … escaped from New Hampshire via horses

Spoke once; since then you don’t answer my call
Not that tall; still stings when I fall
it's true; things have collapsed
I think I had a reality relapse...still need to sort out the facts

I understand most of your life you wanted people to leave you be
I never thought that one day that attitude and perception would spill over to me
It is something I will never fathom
Every time I try to make sense of it I have a spasm

I guess I need to wake up and realize the hard cold truth
Things change; nothing’s tight... all options are loose….
When I want my day to be duck duck I am always put on spot to play the goose

Someday I am sure we will reunite
I create wrong but implement my right
I guess it’s a bi polar thing …
Kidding Bing … I hope you open your mind, let go, fuck it sing

Life is too short …
Already had my battle with the courts
Now I can leave on my time via the ports
Clearwater and St Pete are Tampa’s forts
So let me cruise to the locations of fine girls and competitive sports

I am a simple man …
Consider me RDC leader of the damned
Someday I will escape from Tampa’s quick sand
Save ones who need a change
Who are a little deranged ..
Too cool? Sorry dude you’re a fool
Change your ideals otherwise don’t treat us like mules…

Thank You For It All Whatever Created Who I Am….

Fuck You For It All Whoever Created Who I Am….

….Trust me….Smile to the wind …. ….