Dying love

I feel as though my heart is bleeding,as i watch you leave me clinging.Clinging to my sanity. You kill me slowly, without even knowing it. I loved you. You hurt me, but thats ok. Im to numb to feel it.Im already dead inside.Its not your fault.You didnt know.You didnt know how much i loved you.I  feel the blade pierce my skin,and the numbness i felt inside dissapears.Replaced by pain.it thrills me as i watch red velvet seep out of my skin.I feel my life drain slowly.I smile.You cant hurt me any longer.