when you come

every time you come...
i break down and DEcomPOSe
into the ground before me and i leave that body standing there,
my body standing there.
as you draw further away from your starting point,
i sense your advancement
and that franzy begins to overtake my understanding
still i remain out of myself for the simple reason that i cannot face it
the things i do to myself when you're around me
i lose all co-ordination
now i hide behind myself, behind that body
my soul hides behind me and i stand there in my insanity and i wait for me.
and then for some awkward reason me decides to save me and i enter her
you come, only this time i am here.