Feeling alone, but being strong!

Wow being an adult is very hard., but yet when we are young we can not wait to become an adult. We think it gives us more leverage ,authority.Well the authority you have is being in charge over your own life.
Now that brings you to a place of making good and bad decisions , needless to say we are not geniouses. we try.
things happen in life that we simply have no control over. there are things we are not going to ever forget no matter how hard we try.
For an example I've had a trauma in my life that I won't ever forget. The thing about the trauma made me more aware and alert! I am more stronger now than I've ever been. although at times it seems I keep going thru trials. as long as I recognize these are things to make me stronger I hold on, I know it will get better! being disable is a big challenge. I am very independent. When I need help I will ask, sometimes help doesn't always come thru and my stength kicks in. God will give me a vision and I will run with IT!