Why?

I looked up at the sky, and I see the beauty of the world;
The sky is so bright, and the clouds appear in whorls;
I looked towards the field, and I see a magnificient view;
The happy kids looked trilled, and the greens came into view;
I looked upon the sea, and I see the vast horizon;
The dolphins danced around so free, and I feel tranquility dawns;
But why, no matter where, I just don't see, the One that I seek;
Why can't I feel, the peace He would give;
Why can't I trust, He exist by our sides;
Why don't I have faith, in He, who I can't see....

I believed in the air that we breath;
Although I can't see its form and its look;
I believed in the fact that apes were our ancestors;
Although I'd never see an ape turns to one;
I believed the sun is made up of helium;
Although no prove can be found;
But why, no matter how, I can't believe in the One;
Why can't I believe He created the world;
When the world so nice is in front of me,
Why can't I believe He created us;
When I know we must begin from something,
Why can't I believe He is by our sides;
Is it because I can't see....

Oh Why! I wanna know;
Who, What, Where and Which is He?
Why can't I ever know?
Will I be in doubt forever, and ever....

Why others can trust in the things they can't see;
Why others can have faith with prove so vague;
Why others have the courage to believe;
Why are they so sure He is the One....

I for one would never understand;
Why do I need so many prove for it to stand;
Why do I doubt so much to such an extend;
Oh why, tell me why....

Am I just blunt;
Or am I blind;
Or merely lazy to find the truth;
Am I just fine;
Or am I doomed;
Or merely waiting for the time....