Pain Reliever

Pain reliever. It’s suppose to relieve pain right? I mean, I might not be sure what kind. But I can find out. I can slip as many as I can fit. Flood my cheeks. Engulf them in water and swallow. Let all my sadness and worry fly down to my stomach and crash and burn my system. Chew holes through my stomach and make me sick. Make me really sick. Death. A 5 lettered word with more meaning behind it than anyone can imagine.
D- disappearance.
E- evaporated.
A- annihilation
T- termination
H- heaven or hell.

Lost. Gone. Destruction. End. Departure. Downfall. Mortality. Grim. Exit.
Say goodbye to family. To your brother, who’s newborn child takes small breaths. To your father, who’s already going through a enough. To your best friend, who you love dearly, but just can’t stay here anymore, and all you want is there forgiveness. To the world, because this is the last time they’ll being seeing you.
Faint. Pass out . Blackout. Gone. For good. Domination.