Something.

Something

Painfull

Disturbing

Frightening

And within me

No

Not a parasite

Something

Something else

Something devious

Something angry

It has escaped

Only once

But while out

So much fear

So much anger

So much pain

It consumed me

I am

What I am today

Something

Something

Beyond

Beyond the contained

Beyond the anger

Beyond the fear

Beyond the pain

No more

I cannot let it loose again

Never again

I cannot feel anger

For fear of an open cage

I cannot fight back

For fear of an open cage

I am just a hollow shell

Of what I am meant to be.