(Stop) You Never Really Loved Me

Break me, take me, make me yours,
you've got my locked up behind closed doors.
The kisses sting, your desire's strong,
but, maybe you never loved me, all along,
Hand's in my hair, nails in my thighs,
faking the moans, and forcing the sighs.
Pushing in deep, all I feel is pain.
never any pleasure, it would ruin your game.
I don't wanna do this, so baby, please stop,
It hurts to much to go on, from the bottom and the top.
No, I wasn't teasing and no, I'm not a bitch,.
I thought I wanted it, but I'm not ready for this.
Faster and faster, you moan in my ear,
I try to shut everything out, but I can't stop the tear's.
My body wasn't ready, and you're tearing me apart,
breaking my body, along with my heart.
The pain subsides, your pace slows,
I'm crying hard now, in my face, the pain shows.
One last thrust, and you kiss me cheek,
slip out, say I'm the best, but all I feel is cheap.
I scoot away, curl up and start to cry,
as I lay in the dark, with you by my side.
I hate you so much, why didn't you stop?
I thought I meant something to you, but I guess not.
You love was a trick, pretty little words and lie's,
all you wanted, was what's between my thighs,
I feel so stupid, you're arrogant and vain,
I can't look at myself in the mirror, I'll never be the same.
I'm so ashamed, I let you use me,
It's all my fault, that I let you abuse me.
My friend's were right, I wish I had listened,
Maybe if I had, I wouldn't be in this position.
Next time I won't fall for your pretty little lie's,
Next time I'll be stronger, I won't give into those eye's.
I'm done, it's over, there's no more me and you,
I won't be used again, I'm sorry, but we're through.