The Note

You may be wondering why
This note is lying here
Well I promise you I won't lie
The truth needs to be heard by your own ear

Before I tell you what this note is for
A story I must first share
A story containing secrets, mysteries and more
A story that will effect you beyond compare

This story begins long ago
Almost a decade ago in fact
A kid moves away from his home
His friends are gone, his life barely intact

He starts a new school
New friends he tries to make
While everyone he tries to fool
But keeping his secret, a toll it takes

They were best friends but not for long
As his secret gets too much to bear
As he tells a friend he doesn't realize his wrong
After that day a friendship will tear

The very next day it spreads like fire
A couple of little words was all it took
All it took to send him onto a pyre
To his future again he could never look

Other people are getting tortured too
Just by being loosly cconnected to him
He wishes for someone to tell all this too
But the chances of that are very slim

He wishes for someone to understand his loss
His torment, his suffering, his troubles, his pain
But most people couldn't give a toss
He searches for answers but fails again and again

Time goes by, life seems to pick up
As he finds true life and light
A new life he hopes not to stuff up
And still he continues to fight

Wisdom is gained throughout the years
He gains new friends that won't go
But as one fight lessens, another he fears
Will be the end of him and not his foe

In his mind and spirit a war is being fought
A battle to choose
A battle against a spirit of a devilish sort
He must decide between two he doesn't want to lose

Two girls who reach into his very soul
In different ways
The torture he feels is as black as coal
He knows this is not a phase

One is like the flowers in the field
Her beauty is soft yet slient and firm
Her hair is like sunlight pealed
Her soul is one for which he yearns

The other is like an owl
Her intelligence is a wonder
Her creativivty and humour is so.......wow!
Her beauty is like a cool, starlit night that is not asunder

So now we've come to the reason for this note
It's to tell you of my feelings and
To see if you can help me to at least float
In a world where I can't even stand

I know that you're going through some things
But I also know I can help you
Your voice isn't the only thing that to me sings
Give me a chance to prove to you

God has given me many little abilities
Things that can help people through strife
These things are like little keys
Keys that can open up your life

Let me show you the real me
Let me get to know you are
You won't regret it trust me
I'll be waiting, always, for an answer on far