Masked Emotions

MASKED EMOTIONS:

He looked so good today.
In his striped shirt,
He made me feel again.
Sometimes I am my irony.
One minute I am life couldn’t be better, and the next he makes everything feel better, safer. He does that for me. Always had, I wonder if it’s a case of ‘always will’ what do you think.
We talked today, as we always do. And without him rushing me, or even pushing me I open up. I want him to know what I am feeling, what I fear; I want him to say to me ‘it’s going to be fine’, he is what he has been all this while, he is my FRIEND.
I guess I could always hold onto that, though thinking of being without him on a night like this makes me feel like I am missing a part of something, something important.
He looked so good today.
I thought, wow, I went ‘sigh’.
Sometimes he feels like settling…
Other times he feels like common sense.

Is he my destiny?
I am tempted to throw caution to the wind and run with what the wind whispers to me.
I drift into visions of he and I; of a life we could have if everything was perfect.

Is he my destiny?
Honestly I can never tell you how I will feel tomorrow.
All I know is today, my heart did embrace him again, as it so often does.