Simple Complexities

There are times in life you lose yourself
Not understanding what you feel
Not knowing what you want just dwells
You don’t know if there is complacence, or it’s just a form of heal.

Is it gratification or just a compromise?
Do I really feel heartless or is it an illusion unwise?
I feel painless, undeterred by any
I can’t think straight, I have a mind so many.

Confusion is strife and I can’t understand,
Do I need my space or do I need your hand?
Is it oneness with myself or do I feel it with none?
Is it truce or the calm of the storm just begun?

Amidst this blur, a thought does arise
Life is so beautiful, so full of surprise
It’s simply complicated, unfurling day by day
And I hope I end it by saying, “I did it my way…”