I Love You Maybe?

I Love You Maybe?

Why do you say,
I Love You?
If you tell your friends you hate me?
Why did you ask me out?
If you tell them you didn?t even know?
I waited for those six words.
Waited and waited.
?Will you go out with me??
You?re my heart and soul.
My everything.
I Love You
Tons and tons,
Lots and lots,
More and more every day,
Forever and ever.
Your words exact.
They melted my heart,
Into a thick warm syrup.
We talked until morning came.
But it was like the old you comes back,
When the sun rises again.
Your friend doesn?t like us together so you lie.
You think I won?t care,
That?s how I acted.
But truthfully I?m sitting alone crying.
Not sure what to do with myself.
Do I hurt the ones around me?
Do I write?
Do I destroy?
I just sit still.
Waiting for it to magically
Disappear.
But I still Love you.
Maybe.

-S.R.Q