Goodbye

This pain in me is growing stronger
And I don’t know what to do
I realized something today
That I never really had you
I should have realized it before
But I never really paid it any mind
How could I have been so stupid?
How could I have ignored all the signs?
I love you so much
That I guess I didn’t see
That your heart was never really mine
Because it was still someone else’s property
You still love him
And that is killing me inside
I’m going to have to end it
Because what we share is a lie
I know you care for me
But you care for him more
I didn’t want to believe it at first
But now I know that for sure
I saw the way you looked at him
And then the way you looked at me
You looked at me like you normally would
But you looked at him with sincerity
My mind is being tossed like the waves upon the ocean
And my feelings for you run so deep
And it’s killing me to know
That you’re something I can’t keep
I love you too much too see you play this game
This game of pretend
Because deep down inside
You know that I’m nothing but a friend
That I will never have all of you
That your heart was never really mine
And you forced I love you
Time after time
Like I said before I love you too much
To see you dead inside
So this is it
I love you, goodbye