Hard to Say Good- bye

I gotta be strong,
I'd better be.
I can't hold hands with the past forever,
I can't live in the past forever,
I gotta keep my head up
and stop crying,
top lying, pretending and ignoring.
I'd better start living in the present
cuz this is all that matters
but it's hard saying 'goodbye'
especially to those who have touched your life,
who were like a family to you,
those who you really love.
I don't want to say goodbye,
not now, not today, not any time soon,
I don't wanna say goodbye.
It's hard, it's heartbreaking, it's so sad,
it's obnoxious, I had goodbyes....