This Ledge

Standing upon this ledge, I can see Paradise
Nay, near or afar, but only one step away
Undermining life itself to deceive my soul’s desire
Tugged from my perch by that which calls my name
Needed, wanted, used or just to be put to blame

Longing only for a step to the awaiting Kingdom
Reaching for the key held deep within my mind
Myself to open what it is that shines, who will care
Waiting, thinking, looking, Alone I don’t dare

Held here by only poisoned dreams and endless lies
Leaning over this ledge, I can feel Paradise
No more nights of dreams that come back to haunt me
Back to the mirror, I can still feel the eyes so wide
No longer do I want to, no more can I hide

Another day to never come, no more living the tragedy
No longer held by my ties, I break the controlling stare
Wind in my face, I take a step with acceptance in my heart
While I am letting go, to my mindless surprise
I remember the lies, the deceit of mistaken Paradise