WHEN THE TABLES TURN

From the time I was in my mother;\'s womb, God already knew what purpose he had for me

He said i want this child to go thru everything emotionally

Through famliy hurt and pain, relationships ending up the same

And then i cried and asked God," WHY IS THIS HAPPENINGTO ME?

He answered and said, "I ALLOWED YOU TO GO THRU, SO A WOMAN OF GOD U WILL BE"

YOU WILL BE ABLE TO HELP SOMEONE IN SITUATIONS IN THEIR LIFE, WHAT I INSTILLED IN YOU , MANY PEOPLE CANT DO

A SPIRIT OF PEACE, WORDS OF WISDOM AND EVEN COMFORTING ARMS THAT SAYS, I LOVE YOU

But, LORD  What about when the tables turn!

When things go wrong in this Woman of God life

When the tables turn, who's going to love me whole- heartedly? My children, They can't understand why mommy cry

And besides, I have to be their nurturer and comforter til the day i die

When the tables turn, who can guide me in which way to go? My family, I'm the peacemaker in their situations, i pull them together when there's aggrivation

When the tables turn,who can show me it's going to be ok? My friends, I'm there for good advise only and then pushed away until the next problems and then i'll be the one to solve them

When the tables turn, Who can respect, honor, and love me? My companion, He maybe caught up in his own personal being, that makes me love and comfort him more, which still leaves me alone, wishing he would show me the same love without sarcasism, self-centeredness and pride in store

So, you see, I'm here to help all these people be

But when the tables turn, Lord who will be there for me?