An emotional write close to heart. Pain and agony after you are without the one you love. |
Tears streaked down my cheek Soaking my lifeless face A numb sensation Pierce through my heart Until I couldn't feel anymore Nothingness ran through my veins But even then, My mind was still free to wander its lonely thoughts I think of you. And somehow, as I recreate you in my mind I feel sorrow sinking deeply into my soul Farther and farther Until I couldn't imagine it could drown me anymore Yet, still, it depends Touching a nerve with a whisper of an empty pain I gasp for air The sudden break of my lungs, drain the emptiness From my veins, it no longer protected me I was forced to face The Agony Alone. As It touches farther through my body Sliding into my heart It strikes Like a cobra, a snap of it's unexisting hands was all it took For a cry to rip through my lips A cry of pure suffering I curl, tightly As if I did It couldn't hurt me anymore And I could keep myself together And as I am balled, I think of you once more How can something so sweet and beautiful be this painful? People tell me to forget you and move on But how can I when you've become a part of myself? Daring to think of forgetting you Slashes at my spirits and rips another piece of them apart I couldn't imagine another torture that would put this to shame But, I don't stop thinking of you Thinking of how I last saw you, I cried in your arms as we embraced for our farewell And that's when I felt a part of me, stay behind with you Gripping at the memory Refusing to let it go, no matter how badly it stung I can't. Let you. Go. Trust me when I tell you, I miss you with everything I have left aching in my body Desiring to see you, to hear you, to sense you Slowly, again, numbness fills me Silencing The Agony, pushing it aside Until I can no longer hold the barrier up And the wash of tortured cries begin again At last, one last tear is shedded And I fall into a dark slumber of empty dreams |