Learn to forgive. Mistakes do happen.

I lay down on my bed writing this journal, thinking what I should write about. Hmm. Something came into my head, as if someone was trying to throw rocks at me, right behind my back. Have you ever asked yourself what will happen if things won't go back the way they used to be? Do you think people should forgive themselves and give them a second chance? This is the definition of forgiveness. Life is something you need to understand and learn; life is like a place you need to keep moving forward, and don't ever, ever look back. Once you turn your head back, you would never find your way out again. Life is just as finding your own direction, there's always something to guide you through; a guide that leads you to the path you desire; a guide that follows you without being surrounded by obstacles. Life is short, way shorter than I thought to be. In life, everyone makes mistakes. I, for example, make many mistakes, mixed of little and big ones; ones I would never believe I have done and ones I considered I was so stupid to make such tiny mistakes...I sometimes blame on myself, why have I done things so stupid? Why are things so messed up the way I've done? Yeah...When I thought about it, I was mortified. Something I would change, or at least I would do them differently; I would change the way they used to be; changes I would not even make in the first place.

-End of today.
10/18/09