Forbidden

I love you so much
but I can't show it that much
For loving you is extremely forbidden
because of a big mistake we've ridden.

Just a 'big brother'
is what you had been for me
a trustworthy and lovable brother
who had cared so much for me.

We laughed, we cried
we even owned the sky
until the sun rose differently one day
and someone named 'love' came to play.

The closer we get,
the deeper we feel.
The deeper we feel,
the more trouble we get.

Stranded in between.
That's where I had been.
But because friendship is more important,
you let go and made him feel triumphant.

Warm days became so cold.
In exciting activities, I ran bored
without you, happiness is extinct
and nights passing by, just stink!

I want to hate you so much
for you alone are the one to blame
why it's forbidden even just a touch,
from your hand so warm and lame.