The Beauty of this blessing

The beauty of your inner self, that is the beauty of who you are. These thoughts bring tears to my eyes as i remininsce but can no longer witness its light. Each morning I woke up knowing it was for that moment when i could behold you. But even now as i continue to drink you in, i feel it all slipping away from me each second, slowly relinguishing its shine. This very thing that brings a smile to my face, this very thing that sustains me, is now leaving me alone, its illumination dissapears, leaving me in the darkness. Will i ever see again? I continue to hold on to hope and believe that this life has much more light to shine in addition to all that has been shown to me In the meantime Ill keep my eyes looking ahead to such a time, yet always looking back to remember this beauty that held me for so long.