Today

Today I'm afraid
it feels like I'm in nowhere...it's big and empty
yet full of surprises

I was thinking/waiting for someone to sit beside me
who will open up and will tell me everything
will you make me blue or will you bring color to my life?

Are we gonna free ourselves
and keep hurting each other
or are we gonna fall and be happy forever?

Today I'm afraid
that I'm gonna lose you...you said nothing
but it seems the end
oh beybi, do you really have to go?

I was waited so long for this to come
for us to realize the love that never had
today is my chance but then again....I failed.

Are we gonna lose it
and trying to forget each other
or are we gonna say yes
and fall inlove over and over?

Today I'm afraid
that I will rest to write my songs forever
today I'm afraid
that our memories will burn by the past

Today I'm afraid
that I have to let you go
just because I love you
we have to kiss goodbye

Beybi, I dont want to do this
losing you agin.....
No matter I do
wherever I go
it's you and it's only you I am looking for

And today I'm afraid
coz i don't have the strength
not to see you again...

Look at me
and tell it to my eyes
why you have to go...
look at me
and tell to my heart
you have to leave me
look at me
and tell it to my face
you don't care
look at me my beybi.....
and say you don't love me no more.

- Today
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