My Way

When will they end,
these long and predictable days?
Where I feel trapped,
wandering through a maze
constantly stuck in a haze
and fighting just to get through each day.

I need the key
that will unlock the gates
that allow love, happiness and creativity
to flow into me
providing for me serenity
that will wash over me
like waves of silent ecstacy.

Yes..I have the audacity
to speak these thruthful words
that trickle from my heart,
which holds a limited capacity
for tedious, everday, mundane mediocrity.

I've become heavy from these weights
that which have been placed
upon my weakening shoulders.
Is it fate
that has led me to deviate
from my past plans?
Or is it some divine intervention
leading me down this path?
I wish I knew

I wish I knew which road to take
but my vision has become limited
and I don't want to make
another mistake.
So I sit
and allow fear to overtake..me
so I just sit
and allow my mind to comtemplate
what could be.

I'm tired of waiting
all I do is wait,
constantly anticipating
my next move
but never following through.
I'm tired of sitting on the threshold of success
and falling backward
Constantly allowing skeptics to get my best
and feeling conquered.

Being told no
only makes me more determined to succeed
to prove that I can accomplish
the things I've always dreamed.
Strength is building up in me
like a drug running through my blood stream
and I'm not coming down
the lengths to which i'd go for my passions
are increasing
and the possibilities are abound.

Fast, fast approaching is the day
when I will finally disobey
what I'm supposed to do
and make my own way
my own way
My way.