Dreaming

Trying to let go

There is nothing to show

I was alone in the pain

I fought to stay sane

The rough patches in this world

Fighting the demon

Inside the world of the sun

The people screams

Not knowing what it seems


Dreaming

I can’t take this anymore

Dreaming

Of the world I use to know

Dreaming

Of the dark lonely future


Crying, for help

Throwing out everything

My face pale

Sick in my own mind

My victuals was my adversary

My being my foe


Dreaming

I can’t take this anymore

Dreaming

Of the world I use to know

Dreaming

Of the dark lonely future


Thirteen, a lonely number

No one knew

No one understood

It was better that way

A year later, The answers, the questions

The reason for my pain

A light at the end

A goal to explore


Dreaming

I can’t take this anymore

Dreaming

Of the world I use to know

Dreaming

Of the dark lonely future


Fifteen, a halt to twinge

Nothing to cringe

Not dejected

No sign of being rejected

Myself

Who I was

Who I’ll never be

Sixteen, seventeen, now

Shows who I am

No more sting

No more no more

NO MORE

My victuals is my comrade

My be keen on him


Dreaming

I can take it now

Dreaming

Of the world I created for myself now

Dreaming

Of the beautiful future

Dreaming

Of putting this dark past behind me

Dreaming

Dreaming

Dreaming

Of him