Emotionally I Die

Struggled now for so long
Can't fight the past, aching
All my words so wrong
Bless my father I will be found
Lost, never to see- A dying urge
A restless soul that will never live down
The heartache I've lost over you,
My meaningless master
Execute this faster
Show me how it hurts
What I've taken from you..It's far from over..
Could never defy you,
Will never die for you
But I forgive you-Can you love me?
Help me wash away these tears?
Pray for me to over come my fears.
Long ago our eyes matched..
Our hearts were like the sky
Together thought we would die
Now, all I feel is this numb pain
I heard you cry..I watched as your heart for me died
Now restless, will always fear..
As a tear slowly drops..From our eyes..
I will never despise you
Will always love you.
Now emotionally, I die