im lost

all these screams are struggling to come out
one day your going to see things my way
you will see dying with me is better thn dying by yourself
you can call me whatever you want
but deep down inside you know im the only one
who put up with all the lies and pain
sometimes i wonder if ill always feel this way
the way without you seems so much easier

i keep the flame alive even though
being with you is putting me through hell
you keep telling me about those days when you stayed away
if you keep reminding me then why dont you just stay away
loving you seems to be all i have at the end of the day
even when i get hurt i rush back to you
because with you im me and i have no worries

stop doubting me when i try and tell you the truth
things will never be the same until you trust me again
when i think about our relationship i think of singing
because every song i sing your the music notes that fuel it
i keep having these mixed emotions about you
how can we make this work if for just 5 minutes
i cant keep a certain feeling for you, this is killing me
i need some more time to think