Today

look at the day today, it is so beautiful. I need to buy a camera to start my photography portfolio. I really want to show my portfolio to school of visual arts, but do I have what they are looking for. There is so much out there to photograph Im feeling it in my heart and in my soul. My camera is broken and feels like i lost part of me. I wanna do it I really do. I need a mentor where can I find one? I havent done anything today. Im trying to avoid the kitchen by all means. I did the dishes but I still need to clear the table and mop. I am so lazy, but its my depression I think I need to have my meds increased. Damn- I can deffinetly see myself as a prof. Photographer. I didnt go to class today, and I had a speech to do....I missed it. I was so tired to tho, I just over slept, Im not a morning person....No im not.What about my book? I havent forgotten about that. I was thinking of a photography book with my feelings inside of it.