Lies! :'(

My parents are screaming at each other again.

I sit here.

Hidden in the shadow.

I ask myself...

Why me?

What did I do to deserve this.

I wish they would work it out...

and compromise.

Is it really so hard?

I just can't take it anymore!

Its tearing me apart!

School is my only escape.

I put on a mask there...

And pretend to be happy...

My best friend tells me I would be a horrible actress.

I can fool everyone.

Even myself.

But not her.

She sees right through me....

We've been best friends for as long as I can remember.

She tells me everything.

But i haven't learned to trust anyone.

I wish I could be as open as her.

Have someone to confine in.

I'm surrounded by friends.

But I feel so lonely...

I want to tell her everything!

But I just can't.

Cause I'm afraid.

That she will slowly drift away from me.

I just don't want that to happen.

So i keep it to myself.

Even though its selfish....

I can't stand losing her too!

I guess you can say...

I'm happy on the outside....

But I'm just burning on the inside!

If I had one wish....

If I could have one thing at all....

I wish I knew how to trust......{/c]