Lusting Ballad

So I’m here, once again
demon inside is calling for attention
She hungers, and bothers
Begging and crying for affection
Its deep in the night now
Moon high, you hear all my howls
I’m waiting, and wanting
While memories are cruelly taunting
- lusting -
I think I could die without it
- infatuation -
Why should I live without it

NO! she wont let me be alone
When darkness comes she consumes me as a whole
I’m losing all control, innocence is yet again stole
Fatal hunger and need, Deeply stirs within me
Driving me to near insanity
Losing another night of purity
She needs it, I feel this
So here we go, I’m calling ‘more!’

I am out on the prowl now
Gotta find you out among the clouds
It hurts bad, without will
All this needs to be fill
Darkness chilling my skin down
Starts a blaze only you can dim down
I need you, only you
My dear lust salvation
- come take me -
I’m here for you dear
- forsaken -
Strongly, no fear here

NO!…

Finally, the solution to my problems
Bloodsucker who can always tame my sins
Deep inside, worlds collide
Prepare for a earthquake kind of ride
Like giving control to just alil boy
Come use me up like a play toy
Filling me, end these needs
Make this demon stop suffocating me!

NO!…

I can feel your burning need, it’s just as bad as mine could be
I swore I wouldn’t do this again, but you save me like a medicine
I yearn to feel your touch, holding back takes way too much
How hard could it be to never give into you?
I’ll never know. That’s how much I need it from you.