Sorry for your loss

I am sorry that you are so sad. I wish I could take it away and make you smile. I can't and they aren't here to do that for you anymore either. BUT, all you ever have to do is think of something that made you special to them and even through the tears you will be forever greatful for that one momment, they made you smile just in memories.

My Father died and I was pregnant 5 months later. For whatever reason my baby decided that it wasn't menat to be and left. I was so heartbroken and depressed and then I had a bittersweet momment. My baby may not be with me any more but now my dad is holding it in his arms the way he would of held me. That made me smile for I know my child had the gift of saftety, warmth and happiness too for eternity.

We never know why the higher power or what have you gives us these great people to love and hold us dear and then rips them away from us way too soon. BUT if they were always here we would never know how truly special they really are. The yin and yang of life I guess...