AylaK

It took me 4 years 3 months and 5 days to finally see that i could never be there for her. I wanted so bad to tell her how i feel, but it wouldn't matter if i did or not. I could never be there for her, not like she needs. I'm just to far away to every really be there for her. My heart would be there, but my mind body and soul couldn't. I will forever walk around with this inside of me, tearing me up inside forever with a broken heart. It's one of those things that is better left unsaid, for her and i both know how it would turn out.

I will always love you, even though i'll never be able to tell you in the way i want to. I'll say it from time to time but you'll never know how much i really do. I think it's time for me to turn the page and just hope i can find someone who can come close to being you. Knowing that i'll never find someone like you! I will be there for you when ever you need me, you know that. All you have to do is call and i'll be there as fast as i could be. I will be here when ever you need me, i'm not going to go anywhere.

I just hope you can find someone that will love you as much as i do. You deserve someone that can be there for you, someone that can hold you when you need to be held. Someone to kiss you when you need to be kissed. Someone that can bring you flowers at work so that your day will be better. Someone that will give you everything you've ever wanted, if only they could give you the love i have for you.

Talking to you hurts but not as bad as it used to, i think i was starting to realize it a long time ago, it's just that my heart just caught up today. I Love You....It feels so good to say it, it's just to bad that you'll never know i'm talking about you...........