July 22

July 22nd 2008


My little brothers birthday. I almost forgot that today he was turning 10 ooops lol. I spent the last two days with my boyfriend. He has become everything to me, the only person I want to spend time with. I told my parents I was going to "Andreas" house but I was with chris. We decided to camp on his front lawn, in a tent with no cover on the top so we could cuddle with each other and look up at the stars. Its really awkward around his family because they are hispanic and from Mexico. So spanish is their first language, unlike me. I never ate hispanic food or knew any words outside of "taco" lol. No one in his family really likes "gringas" so its so awkward. I sneak out and go to his house a couple of times every weekend. But I never got a word out of any of his family. They never even cared that I would sneak out of my house to go there. When they speak its always in spanish to chris. Except last night when his brother in law asked me how good I was getting at spanish. His little neice is starting to like me, shes 5 and adorable. His little brother likes me and im proud of that :) But his dad hates Gringas "white girls." His friends think white girls are whores and his sisters dont really have a problem with me except that im younger than chris and I think that bugs them.