Soft and Loud

soft and slow
it's raining again
soft and slow
breathing the world in
soft and slow
the day seems to fade
soft and slow
I let go

rapid and rough
the air is toxic
rapid and rough
it all goes black
rapid and rough
I'm completely consumed
rapid and rough
there's nothing left

sweet and silent
I float on the breeze
sweet and silent
there's nothing but peace
sweet and silent
safe and warm
sweet and silent
this is a dream

lude and loud
sanity ripped to shreads
lude and loud
the darkness insumes
lude and loud
heart stops
lude and loud
let it die

how can I live this?
every breath, I'm so sick
the air is heavy and I can't win
hope to die
I give in