I Fear

I Fear  (Not quite done yet, and may change some, but here it is.)

I'm here, because you need me.
You're here, because I let you in.
I fear, I won't get better.
You fear, that you cannot win.

I'm here, because you feed me.
You're here, because I'll take it all.
I fear, that I  will fail.
I fear, that you will see me fall.


The walls are closing in again and I feel like I can't move.
I'm falling through the cracks my friend this battle I may lose.
Come a little closer now I'll tell you my own truth.
Mine's not the same reality that you're accustomed to.

Everything's against me here and the air is getting thin.
I'm fighting for my sanity, it's a battle I can't win.
They lock me in this tiny room and poke me with a stick.  (?)
"Here take this" they always say, "You know we think you're sick."    (?)

I fear, all of this.
I fear, my life is shit.
I fear, I'll go insane,
If this fear won't go away.

I'm here, I've been committed.
You're here, when they let you in.
I fear, I won't get better.
You fear, that I may break again.

I'm gone, but you still need me.
You come, but I can't let you in.
I fear, I'll always fail.
I fear, you'll see me fall again.